If life were a pair of overalls, then each little pocket would represent something special and unique. Maybe one pocket would hold all of our tears, one would hold our worries, another our special occasions. Well, the one I have grown to long for and love is the pocket I would call the “pocket of peace.”
I realize more and more every day that during those times in my life when everything is fairly “normal”-no big surprises, worries, tragedies, frustrations, etc.-I need to be thankful for the peace that comes with them.
That is where I am today. I am in the little pocket of peace. Why?
Because yesterday we found out that the tiny knot on Nick’s forehead is not a tumor. The brain surgeon thinks it is a tiny piece of metal or something. Now, how it got there I do not know. Maybe in surgery. Our pediatrician said she has seen things like this before in kids who have hit their head and tiny of fleck of something has worked its way through their skin! No matter how it got there, we are just thankful for doctors who can read x-rays and say confidently, “no tumor.” Also, Dr. Kosnik (our brain surgeon) said that it was okay for Nick to go to Myrtle Beach next week as planned, and he would just see him when we get back! So, for at least two weeks, we do not have any planned encounters with the medical world! Now that brings me peace!
While I know that our life still holds uncertainty, I am committed to savoring this family time and cherishing every minute! God continues to show me that by letting go and trusting Him, He never takes me down a road that goes further than I can handle. He stretches me to new distances at times, causing my feet to ache from the rough road. However, just when I think I can’t take one more step, He smooths the road and lets me run freely.
Thank you, Lord, for loving me enough to step in when I am ready to step out.
Thank you, Lord, for giving me time in my pocket of peace. I promise to bring You the glory even from this sanctuary. You are my Rock and my Fortress! I find rest in You, O Lord!
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
How precious indeed. The gifts of the Lord are out of the world! The gifts of this world would never compare to His. I love this:
“He never takes me down a road that goes further than I can handle. He stretches me to new distances at times, causing my feet to ache from the rough road. However, just when I think I can’t take one more step, He smooths the road and lets me run freely.”
I’ve been there…just when I think I can’t take one more step, He calms me…sometimes He smooths the road but sometimes He just calms my spirit still on the rough road.
Wonderful post!
Paula
It was so nice to meet you at She Speaks. I plan to jet over to your son’s site today as well. You are a joy!
Because you (the beautiful daughter of God) keep your mind focused on Him and because you trust Him, He will keep you in that pocket of peace. Rest there, reside there, feel His love & comfort there. He will hold you and shelter you under His wings.
Rejoicing in your news & peace and
so very thankful that He brought our lives together!
Love,
Bonnelle
Great, great news! Enjoy the peace and enjoy your family. I know you do.
Love,
Sheryl
Praising God for this blessing. Enjoy your time at Myrtle Beach! Take deep breaths and stare at sky…you are such a blessing and I will be praying for God to meet you on the beach!
I so enjoyed meeing you at the conference, you held my hand while I cried;) I have been praying for your son….
Michelle
Oh, this was so precious…
I’ll never look at a pocket and forget what you shared.
I especially love the pocket of PEACE!
So blessed you received a good report, whew…
Hope you guys enjoy your time off.
Nick looks GREAT! What a handsome young man he is. I see Jesus all over him.
Blessings♥