Thirteen years have passed since Joseph was sold into slavery by his brothers.
From becoming the personal attendant to Potiphar to being thrown into prison by this very same man,
Joseph has learned that his confidence should never be placed in the hands of men.
So when Pharoah calls for Joseph to interpret a dream,
two years after the baker is spared from death and supposed to save him too,
Joseph surely wonders who in the world really cares about his existence.
I wonder what is going through his mind as he shaves and changes clothes,
preparing to stand before the man who rules all of Egypt.
Is he frightened?
Hopeful?
Bewildered?
Bitter?
I often wonder why the Bible leaves out these emotional details.
It’so tempting for me to read between the lines.
But maybe that’s what God wants us to do.
Fill in the blanks with whatever we might feel.
And quickly discover that all emotions
ultimately lead to Him……
If He’s the One we trust.
And Joseph clearly trusts God.
As he stands before Pharaoh and hears the words,
“I have had a dream, and no one can interpret it.
But I have heard it said about you that you can hear a dream and interpret it.”
Joseph doesn’t hesitate to answer with words I would have been terrified to speak,
“I am not able to.”
That’s right.
Joseph’s first words are the very last words Pharaoh wants to hear after a fitful night of sleep,
but Joseph says them anyway.
Because they’re true.
And maybe Jacob, the deceiver, has finally learned his lesson.
Somehow after being thrown in a pit, sold by his brothers, and imprisoned for false charges,
Joseph finally believes in the power of God more than he believes in his own abilities.
And risks being whisked away to death by speaking the truth.
He cannot interpret dreams.
Only God can.
I love that immediately after hearing these words,
Pharaoh begins to tell Joseph the details of his dream.
Pharaoh knows what Joseph has maybe struggled to believe.
God is with him.
And has been.
All along the way.
Slowly but surely,
God has been leading to Joseph to this moment.
As he stands before Pharaoh and learns that he is going to be elevated to the second highest position in the land,
does he have flashbacks?
Is there a montage playing through his mind?
Jealous brothers.
A pit.
Shackles.
His brothers slowly fading into the distance as he is carried away.
Does he remember the cupbearer and the baker’s dreams and wonder if even his time in the dungeon was part of God’s plan?
Today’s reading moves quickly from seven years of plenty to seven years of famine.
During this time, Joseph is given a wife and has two sons of his own.
Are there ever nights when he looks off into the distance and wonders if his family is out there?
Missing him? Worried about him?
Does his first dream haunt him?
Will the day arrive when his eleven brothers and father actually bow down to him just like the sun, moon, and eleven stars did in his dream?
Faith isn’t mentioned in the pages of the Bible yet,
but Hebrews 11 says Jacob walked by it.
I have to believe he spent many nights praying for the chance to embrace his family again.
And believed it would happen.
As today’s reading ends,
his brothers have arrived.
Joseph is fully aware of who they are.
But isn’t quite ready for them to know the same.
I’m not sure why he drags out the revelation of who he is,
Does he need time to process his emotions?
And be sure of their changed hearts.
It’s one thing to love people.
It’s a whole other thing to believe they love you.
So the pause button is pushed with Joseph having washed away his tears in a private room.
And returned to the table where he has had his brothers seated in order of their age.
The table is set for all things to be made right.
Tomorrow.
And maybe that’s true for us today.
The table has been set.
And we haven’t quite realized it yet.
That’s where faith comes in.
And changes everything about today.
“With faith all things are possible.”
This was true for Joseph.
And it’s true for us too.
Even in our deepest moments of grief,
faith makes a way for us to live with overflowing hope.
We just have to remember,
Faith has set the table.
And we are seated there.

 
					



 
  
  
  
  
  
 
 In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
