When It’s Difficult to Swallow
Olivia’s throat started hurting last night, and her forehead felt very warm. This morning she can barely swallow. Ignoring the pain now would only make matters worse in a few days, so I’m calling our doctor as soon as they open and scheduling an...When You’re Trying too Hard to See Him
Last night, I met Olivia’s track team at an area high school after a meeting at work and a quick trip to Walmart. On the way, my mind was filled with so many things going on in life right now from how each of my boys are doing in their own little worlds to new...When You Lose Something That Matters………
We’ve been searching for the past 24 hours for Olivia’s purity ring. She took it off to put on lotion just before her bus left for a track meet. And sat it on her backpack……. That’s the last memory she has of her ring. It’s easy...When You Wonder Who’s Watching You………
Sitting at Olivia’s track meet last night, I was drawn to the view on the other side of the field. One lone man. Standing. Watching. The view must have been perfect for him. Maybe he liked the quietness of a stadium filled with noone. I’m not really...
Meet Tammy
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at tammynischan@yahoo.com and I will reply as soon as I can!
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