Matthew 20:20-21
Then the mother of Zebedee’s sons came to Jesus with her sons and, kneeling
down, asked a favor of him.
“What is it you want?” he asked.
She said, “Grant that one of these two sons of mine may sit at your right and the
other at your left in your kingdom.”
When I first heard the story of this mom who was bold enough to ask Jesus if her two sons could be the ones seated on each side him in Heaven, I remember thinking that she must have been one of “those” moms who always had to have her kids be a starter on the basketball team, a starter on the soccer team, the captain of every club, and the owner of every new “gadget” available for kids their age.
However, I have a different view of this mom now that I have two children in Heaven. Imagining Nick and Adrienne anywhere EXCEPT right next to Jesus is something I do not want to do. I want to know that every minute of every day my little baby girl and my sweet son are so close to Jesus that the thought of missing me would not even enter their minds.
There’s just something comforting about thinking that they are both in very special chairs in Heaven.
And I just have to believe that somehow God allows each of our family members who have gone before us the opportunity to sit in that special seat AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I decided to take a comfy chair to my classroom this year.
On the first day of school, it was quite the conversation piece with the students.
“When can I sit there? What is that chair for?” were questions I heard off and on all day long.
Well, after thinking about it for a few days, I decided that it was silly to have a special chair if we didn’t make it special…..
So……
We had a little drawing and each child has a special day to sit in the special chair every week!!! (This is definitely one nice thing about only having five students in each class!) If you had a bigger class, you could easily have a drawing for monthly winners.
I just can’t believe how faithfully the kids have remembered their special day!
I typed up the rotation schedule and taped it on the shelf next to the chair, but I don’t think the kids have ever had to look at it.
If their day is Monday, they are in that chair on Monday; and if their day is Tuesday, you will find them sitting in that special chair before you even have to mention it…..
It makes me smile to see how something so simple has become so special.
I think the offer to be near Jesus is just as simple and SO MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!!!
We don’t even have to wait for our special day!
Jesus wants to sit with us every day..all of us…all the time…
Before I slip off to bed (notice that I am going to bed a little earlier than just a month ago!), I wanted to take a minute to simply tell you all how special you are to me and how special you are to God.
No matter what you’re facing in life, never, ever, ever forget that God has your name engraved on the palm of His Hand and He is holding your life safely in that very same Hand!
Now that’s what I call “A VERY SPECIAL CHAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!”
Resting in the Safety of His Hand-MY SPECIAL CHAIR,
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I’m so glad I came by and got to read this.
I hope school goes well for you and that it is a blessing to you as I know you will be a blessing to the children.
I have something to share with you. I’ll email later.
I love you.
Your classroom looks like the kind of room that would make all kids feel special! They are lucky to have you.
Please pray for a very special couple. Pam and Danny lost their only son exactly 6 months are our Mal went to Heaven. Pam’s Mom passed away unexpectedly about 4 months ago. She is really struggling. They have split up. I haven’t seen Pam in awhile but am going to see her this weekend. Please pray God will give me the words to say to her.
Much love,
natalie
this is really really good baby. Can’t help but think of Nick’s biggest Christmas wish that year for the “papazon” chair. I am confident that many times there are 6 smiling kids in your room…
love you!
tim