Luke 1:42
“God has blessed
you above all
women...”
I would think that when Mary heard Elizabeth say these words she felt great joy and honor.
To be blessed above all women by the God of the Universe….
But the road Mary had to walk was a road of total surrender.
Her life became God’s life.
Giving up days as a young, carefree newlywed as she started this new chapter of her life with Joseph while holding the Son of God.
Going where God told her and Joseph to go. Fleeing one town for another for long periods of time in order to keep His Son safe from harm.
And then finally watching her Son die the most cruel and painful death imaginable while being mocked by crowds of people who just days before had cheered Him into town….
I wonder if all the things Mary had treasured in her heart through the years…..
The shepherds bowing to worship Jesus as He slept in a wooden manger,
The Wise Men bowing before Him and presenting gifts,
Losing Jesus at the age of 12 and then finding Him in the temple,
The miracle at the wedding in Cana,
I just wonder if these visions flashed before her eyes as she watched Jesus dying.
And then I wonder how she lived the rest of her years without Him on the earth.
I have to believe that she clung to the Hope of Heaven.
She inspires me to keep pressing on.
She reminds me that God’s ways are higher, bigger, and better than man’s ways.
I’m thankful that God didn’t just choose to have Jesus appear on this planet out of nowhere but rather chose to bring Jesus here through a real, earthly mom.
She reminds me that being blessed doesn’t mean that life won’t be painful at times.
That comforts me today.

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
