Philippians 3
7But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. 8What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ 9and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ-the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith.
When Jonathon and I went to pick up the Nick Nooks last week from the vocational school, I was a little surprised to see “this” sticking out of the dumpster right next to the building..
When I walked nearer to get a better view, I knew I had to take a picture or two! After all, I had just written about me and Olivia dumpster diving the day before and this poor leg seemed to be attached to one overly excited trash collector. ![]()
This “extreme dumpster diver” seemed to be saying, “I’ve taken my hobby a little too far!!!”
As I looked back through my photos and gave some thought to my new “friend,” it occurred to me that many times in life I’m diving for the wrong things.
Acceptance
Approval
Earthly Happiness and Peace
And the list goes on and on..
On the days I find myself headfirst in my “dumpster of despair,” I can just about point straight to the root of my problem and I believe this is it:
Knowing Christ and being “found in Him” is for some reason not surpassing my desire for personal gain.
And even more than that…any personal gain should be seen as “rubbish” in comparison to knowing Christ, and sometimes it is not.
So, I guess tonight as I reflect on these photos and the memory of the day they were taken, I want to remind myself to be sure and wake up tomorrow “diving in” with the right priorities.
Knowing Christ!
Considering Everything Else as Loss..as Rubbish!!!
That’s what I want to dive into!
Just tonight as Olivia lay in between me and Tim in bed, she began asking questions about how we knew for sure that God is real…she asked some really tough questions..and at one point she said, “It just doesn’t add up,” as she asked about what color Jesus was and why God didn’t have a wife or a daughter. It was hard for me and Tim to keep a straight face. Olivia was so serious.
As I look at her sleeping now, I can’t help but think that her little time of questioning was part of her journey into “diving to know Christ better!”
What are you diving into today?

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I thank you for stopping by my blog yesterday and for the sweet comment. I love your post of facing your fears. I needed that one. Have a great day and stop by anytime.
What an amazing post! Great reminder to “look before we leap!”
I also had to laugh because my Father-in-Law is a die hard dumpster diver! I am amazed at the things he finds!
Your personal information touched me today; I pray that God would be continuing the healing and restoration process for you & your family. HUGS!
Shanda
Tammy,
I love it! We used to live across the street from a bakery. At the end of the day my son would sneak over, dive in the dumpster for day old cookies and chips. Wonder what the neighbors thought???
Thank you for your prayers. We made it thru graduation. The Sr. Class had a beautiful tribute to Malorie and they even included lots of pictures of her on the Sr. Video. I love how they still remember her!
During the graduation, I kept saying to myself, “My eyes are fixed on you, O Sovereign Lord; in you I take refuge…” Psm. 141:8
God is Good,
Love you Tammy,
natalie