Last Saturday was my 44th birthday!! YIKES!
Mom, Maria, Olivia, and I decided to spend the afternoon at the mall just to do something a little different. Another first without Nick is always so hard for me.
Well, as we sat in the food court, we noticed a hot dog walking around handing out balloons. I tried to get Olivia to let me take her picture with him, but she was not interested at all. Mom said, “It’s your birthday, Tammy. You should have your picture taken with him.”
Well, I’ll tell you this: After all we’ve been through in life, I truly have very little fear anymore…even of looking quite silly. so, I walked to the hot dog and told him it was my birthday and asked if we could be photographed together!

He even gave me a green balloon!!!!!!!!!!!!

As we were taking the picture, I heard some chuckling and discovered that friends of mine from Grayson were also at the mall. So I thought, “Why not take my picture with them too!?”
 This led me to do some real thinking which made my mom laugh and take this picture.
  This led me to do some real thinking which made my mom laugh and take this picture.
I thought, “WHY NOT HAVE MY PICTURE TAKEN WITH EVERYONE I SAW IN THE MALL THAT I KNEW?!?!?!”
Holding my new green balloon, of course!!!
So the rest of the afternoon was filled with fun visits with many people I hadn’t seen in a long time! It turned out to be really fun!
 
  At the end of the day, we were all worn out!!
 At the end of the day, we were all worn out!!
 After dinner, I decided to let Phillip (my nephew) say “bye bye” to my balloon!
 After dinner, I decided to let Phillip (my nephew) say “bye bye” to my balloon!
He counted down from 10 and away the balloon went!
Hopefully Nick was able to enjoy the site of my balloon floating through the air! Oh, and I wrote my blog site on it before we let it go…so if someone comes here because of my balloon, please, please tell me!!!
Another birthday has come and gone.
Thank you, Lord, for getting me through the day with so many hugs and smiles!
And for using a human hot dog, of all things, to start me on an adventure of love and laughter!
Lord, help us always see the creative ways you work to give us just what we need….
 
					












 
  
  
  
  
  
  In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

You look absolutely beautiful and it looks like you had a wonderful day! I love you dear Tammy and pray you have many more days that turn into happy ones!
TAMMY! That is soooo stinking awesome and fun I can’t contain myself…I love you girl!
Hi Tammy
I am Leveta,reading your blog through Pam,Micah’s Mom. I too have a daughter from India who is 10 years old.Her name is Kaitrin.Did you use Dillon as your agency.We also have a child in heaven due to SIDS.He would have just turned 18.We also have a bio son Chad who is 17 and a son from India Sam through Dillon who is 9.I am enjoying reading your posts and they have encouraged my heart so much.
Leveta
Happy Birthday, Tammy! What a wonderful day you had, I loved reading about it.
Tammy you are a complete and crazy nut!! I LOVE it!!!
What a fun day!
Much love and hugs,
Cheryl