John 13:36
Simon Peter asked him, “Lord, where are you going?”
Jesus replied, “Where I am going, you cannot follow now, but you will follow later.”
I love this passage.
Even Peter, the disciple who made the famous declaration, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God,” didn’t fully comprehend what was about to happen as the crucifixion neared.
So many times in our lives we find ourselves in hard places.
We begin asking questions like, “God, what are you doing? Where am I going? Where are you leading?”
And I just LOVE that Jesus is okay with our questions.
He didn’t scold Peter.
He didn’t make Peter feel shallow or like someone who lacked faith.
He just simply answered him with the truth.
“Where I’m going, you cannot follow now……”
Sometimes we have to be okay with not knowing everything about God’s plan.
Sometimes we have to accept that right now is not “the right time.”
But, I am so thankful that Jesus didn’t just stop there.
He didn’t leave Peter feeling disappointed or abandoned.
Jesus was the Prince of Peace, and I believe that everyone who left His presence walked away amazed at the peace that had settled in their hearts simply by being near Him.
So, how did Jesus end this conversation with Peter?
How did Jesus leave Peter with a sense of peace when He knew that very soon Peter would watch Him die a very cruel death?
He said these powerful words,
“But you will follow later.”
I love that Jesus knew that even Peter needed Hope.
This verse comforts me and strengthens me and reminds me of this:
Yes, I will always have questions while I’m on this planet.
And that’s okay.
Jesus takes my questions and lovingly answers with the truth.
Truth that always ends with HOPE!
He answers your questions in the very same way!
Thankful for the freedom to ask whatever is on my heart and praying you will feel this freedom today too,


In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I needed this today. Thank you.