There’s something about knowing today isn’t in my own hands.
My hands are often weak, unqualified, unequipped, and unsteady.
My hands often try to hold too many things at once,
causing the most cherished things to slip through my fingers.
I could become discouraged thinking about all the things I wish I could do better or do over,
but that would only lead me down a road I’ve walked too many times before.
The road of regret.
So, I start my mornings in the only way that gives me the strength I need to face the next challenge, the next test, the next question.
I get up early and go to Him who knows me better than I know myself,
and I simply ask for help.
I lay everything out before Him and ask Him to hold what my hands just can’t.
Many times I mess up throughout the day, and I try to pick back up the very things I know I’m not capable of handling on my own;
but somehow God gently reminds me to “let go” and trust Him.
So I do.
Again and again.
I’m thankful the Bible promises that God’s mercy is new every morning.
I need His mercy every single day of my life.
This morning try turning to Him.
Tell Him everything.
Try placing your hope in His Word.
See what happens.
I rise before dawn and cry for help;
I have put my hope in your word.
Psalm 119:147
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
