Evan, if I could hop on a plane this morning, I would!
I’d fly straight to LA and take a taxi right to your apartment!
And I’d hug you and tell you just how much you are loved by me and by your dad and by all of your family.
But since I can’t, I found a few pictures this morning and decided to just reflect on what a gift you have been and still are to us.
I could always count on you and Erich for a good naptime!
You hung out with me and whoever was at the house on any given day.
This particular day the Mullholland kids were over and you were right there,
listening as we read yet another Richard Scarry book!
I’m so glad I had those glasses on so I could see the words! ![]()
Your eyes were beautiful from the very beginning!
Erich’s, on the other hand, seem to have disappeared on this particular day! ![]()
Being a crown-carrier at KCU’s homecoming is just one of many tasks you completed before you were four.
Jacob and Lela joined in the fun that day!
Our annual trip to Holiday World with Mamaw and Papaw was always so much fun!!
Neighborhood experiences were always an adventure when you guys were little!
We love you, Brenda and Whitney!
20 years ago when you turned 3, I didn’t look at you and think that this day would come with 23 candles.
Time goes so quickly!
Enjoy every second…I know you do!
I never really knew what you and Erich would want to be next.
Olivia will love this picture when she comes downstairs this morning!
She’ll probably frame it and add it to her pig collection in her room!
This might be one of my favorites!
You in a Power Ranger costume.
You were the king of costumes.
And I smile today, knowing that you will spend your birthday in the desert filming a cowboy scene for a short film.
I can’t wait to see pictures from the shooting.
I am proud of you, Evan.
I am excited for you!
I can’t wait to see you at Christmas!
All my love,
Mom

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
