I didn’t take my camera last night.
I’m not sure why.
I looked at it several times sitting on my kitchen table, but I decided it would be nice to just watch a game for a change and not be hidden behind a camera lens.
I’ve taken so many soccer pictures this year, and after a while they all start to look a like. One girl kicking the ball and then another.
But who knew that last night the regional play-off game was going to go into double overtime and end with penalty kicks?!?!?
Honestly, I don’t think a camera could have captured the intensity of the night.
And I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t have been able to focus on taking pictures as we screamed and clapped and cheered our girls on in the most exciting game I’ve been to in a long time!
At the end of the night, our girls won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 to 1!!!!!!!!!!
Looking back on the game, I think the suspense is what made the night so amazingly fun!
Sometimes games can become so predictable when the score is 7 to 1 at halftime.
People end up visiting with the person in the next lawn chair about recipes or what happened at work that day.
But not last night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Everyone was on their feet.
The focus was totally on the field.
If you turned to a neighbor, it was to high-five or hug or scream.
Oh, if we could gain this kind of attitude about our spiritual life.
WE ARE IN A SUSPENSEFUL GAME!!!!!!!!!!
I think it’s easy to think “God already won the victory,” so we get side-tracked and off focus.
While this is true in the “end of the world sense,” it is not true in the day-to-day sense.
The devil is still at battle for individual souls.
He is still winning small skirmishes all along the way.
People are believing his lies.
People are working for the enemy.
And we cannot afford to sit in lawn chairs and turn to our neighbors and only talk about meaningless stuff like our day at work.
It’s time to be on our feet.
We are in a spiritual war.
Our kids are in a spiritual war.
If there was one thing I could say that matters more to me than anything, it is this:
THE ETERNITY OF MY CHILDREN
As a mom, I have got to be on my feet or on my knees, cheering or praying.
As a friend, I need to be doing the same thing for my friends and for their children.
Today, I challenge all of you to remember that God has placed us in a suspense-filled story.
Don’t get too comfortable.
Stand up or kneel down today and remember, God will win in the end but we have battle to fight all along the way.
I am thankful for a suspense-loving Author of life.
I wouldn’t want to spend a lifetime in a lawn chair.
Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.
For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
Therefore put on the full armor of God,so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.
Eph. 6:11-13
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
