My fingers seemed frozen this morning as I placed them on the keyboard.
A blank screen.
A song from Moses to the Israelites about the power of God in my morning Bible reading.
The Israelites………….
a chosen people so prone to wandering.
Why was it so difficult for them to stay focused on the Lord of Lords when He spoke to Moses through a burning bush and lead all of them with pillars of fire and clouds????
Why did they wander away from Him so often, like sheep without a shepherd, when they had Moses as their leader?
And then I glance down at the Bible next to me, and I realize I’m no different.
I have His Words with me 24/7.
I have His Spirit inside of me continually and yet my mind is wandering………
to things so insignificant in the scheme of things.
Early duty quickly approaching and Olivia wanting pancakes.
Field trip papers to organize for over 200 students.
A meeting after school to learn more reading strategies.
Laundry in the dryer that needs folded.
And the list goes on and on.
No, I’m no different than the Israelites.
I’m a wandering sheep, longing to be gently pulled back to Him by His loving arms.
So, I take a deep breath and remember, “I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.”
With that knowledge and comfort, I will stand up and go……..
I’ll warm pancakes from last night’s birthday dinner for Maria,
I’ll get ready for school.
I’ll decide if the laundry can wait until I get home.
I’ll smile, because He is with me and He is my everything.
This life is fleeting.
I will remember the words in Moses’ song to the Israelites,
“Teach us to realize the brevity of life, so that we may grow in wisdom.”
That’s what I want ultimately….
to grow in wisdom.
Today, as you face the many things that this life throws your way, remember, life is short.
Eternity is forever.
Spend some time today storing up treasures there………where it matters.

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
