Packed bags sit at my feet.
Nick’s Foundation supplies surround me.
Photography took up my morning as I went with Olivia to FCA to snap some shots of the KCU football players sharing their testimonies.
The clock ticks, and my spins.
What have I forgotten this morning?
Suddenly, I remember.
It’s YOU!
I wanted to say “bye” to all of you!
Your love and prayers mean more to me than I could ever begin to express in words.
I think of your faces, your names, your stories………………all so different and yet all so special.
And I smile.
I stop and whisper a prayer for you as I carry the third bag to the kitchen, and in the corner of my eye I catch a glimpse of the modern-style railway that connects us daily……………….my computer.
Taking a break to share with you comes as naturally as breathing.
So I inhale God’s love and exhale “I love you” before loading the car.
I am praying that your day is filled with many God-inhaled moments……………
Our world needs the exhales of His love.
Thankful for the way you have walked so faithfully with me through dark days and light,


In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
