I look at the clock and realize that once again a weekend has passed and time is ticking………..
Rushing me out the door………………………..
Lunch bag in hand……………
Kids asking “How long til we leave, Mom?”…………………
Tim saying, “Have a great day!”…………………….
My heart saying, “I know I need to soak up today. It’s Monday. Another day to share Him with the world.”
But sometimes my heart wants to crawl back in bed and just say, “I miss Nick so much. How can another Monday come so easily.”
I know I’ll be okay.
I know the best is yet to come.
When Mondays become blurred by eternity.
For now, though, I have to accept that it’s Monday!
And for now, I have to trust God that it’s okay to rush out the door.
I love you all,
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
LOVE YOU FRIEND! I will say a prayer for you right now!
On the other hand…I’ll type it right here!
Father,
You alone are GOD and you know us better than we know ourselves. You know what makes each of us tick and what it will take to get through another day. Lord, I pray that you would be with Tammy today. That You wouldn’t just get her through, but you would show her what you mean by “immeasurably more” in Ephesians 3:20. We love you Lord! Help our days to glorify you!
In Jesus name,
Amen
Praying the Lord gives you a special blessing this Monday – thinking about you. Jennifer
Tammy, Praying too that as you push through each day that God reveals a little more of what you need to fight the good fight towards the reward He promises. Know that Nick is your biggest “cheerleader.” No, he’s not wearing the outfit (lol), but he’s shouting words of encouragement your way. You’re on his team and you know Nick likes to win….he already has. Love you. Sue