It’s easy to miss the beauty when struggling to stay balanced.
Avoiding the sharp, unsteady rocks becomes our goal.
Being careful not to step on the wrong rock, the one rock that will send us toppling as our foot gives way to the unexpected movement of dry stones unevenly stacked, we move forward.
Slowly.
Carefully.
Hesitantly.
Sometimes reluctantly.
And yet there’s beauty there in the barren creek.
There’s unexpected treasures where water once flowed freely.
Maybe it’s in the forced slowness of this pace that we’re finally able to notice what we otherwise could have missed.



And maybe it’s only because of the seasonal lowering of the waterline that we’re able to see our roots clearly.
In the drought, we find out what we’re holding onto most tightly.
In the search for water, we realize just how strong and deep our roots have really grown.
We know we need water for life.
By digging deeper, we know we will be refreshed……………….in time.
Like a deer longing for water in a dry, thirsty land;
we show up at the barren creek time and time again.
We nibble on what’s left of life,
because deep inside we know there’s water.

Under our feet, somewhere, the water still moistens the deepest parts of us, and one day soon it will once again run over the rocks we now find painful.
And these very rocks that trip us up today will become the twists and turns of the water flow tomorrow, the hidden guides of our creek’s current.
Hosea 13:5
I cared for you in the wilderness, In the land of drought.
Psalms 63:1
O God, You are my God; I shall seek You earnestly; My soul thirsts for You, my flesh yearns for You, In a dry and weary land where there is no water.





In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
