When tempted, no one should say, “God is tempting me.” For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; but each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed. Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death. Don’t be deceived, my dear brothers and sisters. Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of first fruits of all he created.
James 1:13-18
One of our former preachers made the phrase, “God is good.all the time, All the time…God is good,” a regular part of his time behind the pulpit. He would say the first half of the phrase and then have the congregation repeat the second half.
I can remember many Sundays when we were in the midst of Nick’s journey through cancer that saying this phrase was very difficult for me. Sometimes it even upset me that he was having us repeat words that seemed so empty as our family’s personal life was anything but good.
This same preacher faced many tough times in his own life as a missionary, though, and his smile never faded. He has now gone Home to be with the Lord, and one night not long after he had been called Home, I remember reading the words “God is good..all the time” on his wife’s Facebook status. She was living out the words her husband had taught us all…even in her pain.
It’s good for me to read verses like James 1:13-18 because I remember when I read them that God is not responsible for the bad stuff in my life, the temptations in my life, the dark parts of my life..
He is the giver of every good and perfect gift.
He is good..
ALL THE TIME.
Even when my world is upside down.
Even when I am so weak I can barely stand.
Even when I feel defeated.
Even when I am confused.
Even when I am distraught.
Even when I feel alone.
He is good…….
ALL THE TIME.
I’m so thankful that Bob Pemberton helped me sink these words deep into my soul at a time when I did not feel God’s goodness.
I am thankful that he drove me to Columbus several times for Nick’s surgeries and sat with us for hours in the waiting room.
I am thankful that he is now with Nick.
I am sure they are laughing and loving every second in Heaven.
If they could come back and say ONE THING to us, I believe it would be this:
GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!
I love you, Nancy, and I think of you often!! Praying for you as you continue to serve in Africa!


In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

Tammy,
Your blog entry was perfect for me today! It’s been kind of a rough week here. This past Sunday was the 7th year anniversay of Mal going to Heaven. I’ve been thinking lots about her and really missing her!
I know in my heart God is Good, always, and I know without a doubt Our Mal and your Nick are experiencing the “God is Good”, sometimes I just really miss her.
Thanks for sharing.
much love,
natalie
Natalie,
The road of grief we are on seems almost unbearable at times. The more time passes the more I realize that Nick is not coming back. I’d take him back in a heartbeat if I could…and then I remember that with every passing day I am actually one day closer to seeing Him again. I know you live with that same hope and knowledge!
I love you, friend, so much!
Tammy