I arrived at school a little later than I like this morning, thankful for my first period planning time so I could get my boards ready and papers copied.
Not long after arriving, though, the secretary peeked in my room and asked if I could possibly cover for Mr.H, the teacher next door, who had run into trouble on the Interstate on his way to work.
Of course I said, “Yes,” but deep inside I was having that sick feeling of “I needed this time to be ready for today..what am I going to do now.”
As I sat down at Mr. H’s desk and the students begin to file in, I looked at his desk and then I knew………
I knew why he was running late.
I knew why I was sitting there today at 8 a.m. in a desk I had never sat behind much less been near.
I needed to see his desk up close and personal. I needed to read the teacher’s prayer that was on a cross sitting in front of me.
I needed to read another small plaque that said,
You may not know all the details of your journey or clearly see where the trail is leading, but God will always give you enough light to take the next step.”
I needed to read more words that were right there in front of me,
To know Him is to love Him and to love Him is to trust Him.
I could have cried as I sat and soaked up all of these messages. My breath almost left me as I leaned back and realized that God, the orchestrator life, had divinely pulled me into a room so close to my own to read words that would draw me nearer to Him.
Tonight I lay in bed with a stuffy nose, Olivia curled up next to me and everyone else in the house sleeping except for Tim who is working on something on the kitchen computer. My eyes are heavy but my heart feels just a little lighter. I walked tonight. Walking always clears my head a bit, and I was able to stop and visit with a couple friends along the way……thank you, friends, for understanding my tears which seem to be slipping from my eyes extra-easily and much more often lately.
Oh, I love God so much.
I know He hears my prayers, and I know He loves me.
He keeps me looking up even when I am feeling down.
I love you all so much, too.
Your precious words keep me pressing on.
Thank you for every prayer you lift for me and for my family..
Praying for you as I fall to sleep.