As I woke up this morning and began to prepare mentally and emotionally for speaking in just a few short hours, I decided to go ahead and do my normal Bible reading as well as another chapter in the book I am reading right now “The Air I Breathe.”
I was struck by a verse in the Old Testament. David, as He entered the Mount of Olives where people came to worship God, came upon a man (Hushai) who was mourning. He had torn his clothes and put dirt on his head. As David approached him, he said, “If you go with me, you will only be a burden.” He then went on to tell the man to return to Jerusalem.
Wow!
It just struck me that while our King loves us and knows us…………………
He also knows when we need to be back home healing and when we are ready to “go with Him” in service.
So, today, as I venture “out” to go with God in service, my prayer is that I can leave my “torn clothes and dirt” at home. Today is not about me mourning………….
Today is about a risen Savior!
Today is about the power of the Cross and the hope of Heaven and the peace that only He can bring!
Thank you, Lord, for speaking even through a tiny verse in the middle of a not-so-significant story in the Old Testament. Definitely not a story we learn in Sunday school.
So, as I venture to blow-dry my hair, I am convinced that for some reason the devil did his very best to try and drag me back down into a pit of mourning this week…..
Now I know why!!
He knew that in doing this, I would become nothing more than a “burden” to God…..
And that being home would be the best place for me today.
So, I am claiming God’s power today. God’s promises.
Thank you for praying for me. I woke up regretting sharing my heart so openly through my blog and yet as I read the Bible I knew that God needed me to come clean………….so that He could work in spite of me.
Humbly His,

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

Wow! You sure got a lot out of that little verse! Hope you have a blessed day sharing with others!
Sure wish I had read your posts (today and yesterday) earlier…you are probably speaking now – or have even spoken. I pray that God not only used your willing spirit to bless those who were listening…as well as to bless your faithfulness.
Yes, some days that “PIT” looks so comfortable…so inviting and even so right – I pray God will hold you by the hand and pull you away from the edge. I am praying for you, friend.
Have a great rest of your weekend!!
Jennifer
Praise the Lord for the freedom He gives…Thanks for serving sister!
LOVE YA!!!
Amber
Sorry my prayers are late. Better late than never, I always say! I posted a little story in the comments of the post right below. I hope that it makes you smile!