As I went to check my email quickly this morning, I was saddened to read of David Letterman’s apparent confessions last night on late night television about inappropriate behavior with co-workers.
From the news story, it appears that Letterman was being threatened by someone who “knew details” and was demanding money in order to stay quiet.
Letterman shared this saga with his audience last night, and I’m sure today feels in some ways “better” having gotten some of his secrets out in the open.
I guess as I begin the day, my thoughts are these:
Who do we really think we’re hiding from in the long run?
What will it take for us to come clean?
How long do we think we can live two lives and get away with it?
Even if the whole world never knew our secrets, do we not realize that God knows them all?
And then my thoughts go deeper:
What am I hiding today?
Who am I really when noone is looking?
If someone followed me with a hidden camera, what parts of my day would I be ashamed of?
Lord, help me to be wholeheartedly yours and forgive me for those weak moments when I become more about me than about You. Help me listen to the words You gave to Solomon many years ago and remember that You are the same God today that You were yesterday. Help me seek you continually, Lord. In Your Son’s Name, Amen
“And you, my son Solomon, acknowledge the God of your father, and serve him with wholehearted devotion and with a willing mind, for the LORD searches every heart and understands every motive behind the thoughts. If you seek him, he will be found by you; but if you forsake him, he will reject you forever.
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
Well said my dear friend!
Love Ya,