“Those who wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength…”
I whisper these words to myself every time my chest starts caving in.
Our day yesterday was long and tiring. Nick had bloodwork, an appointment with Dr. Cook, and then another trip to the hospital for a lot of x-rays, and finally another appointment with Dr. Cook.
We now know that his bloodwork looked good, and we were thankful! They are going to send all of his x-rays by Fed Ex today to Dr. Kosnik, who is on vacation. So we won’t know much more until tomorrow. They may be moving his MRI up to this Friday. That is what Tim is working on today.
So, for now, we wait……..
and renew our strength.
Love to all, Tammy
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
Tammy – I just caught up on your last few posts. I love your heart! Can’t imagine what it’s like to “wait” in your situation. Please know that I am praying.
Love,
Sheryl
Tammy,
I’m glad to hear how today went (though it truly sounds exhausting). I have been thinking of your family all day and I will continue to pray. Please update us when you hear something. Love you.