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With my hair up in a pony tail, luggage still in the living room, the washing machine running, and my contacts not yet in my eyes, I had to sit down and check on all of you.
I miss sharing life with all of you when I am away, but believe me when I say that I think of you daily when I see God in sunsets, in roses, and in all sorts of other unexpected places. I constantly take pictures and store away thoughts to share with you as I travel.
God was with me on this journey to my grandpa’s funeral, and I just know and believe He is ever-present with all of you as well.
Mandy, you commented on a recent blog post, and my heart simply broke as I read of the struggles your family is facing. It was a moment when I wish I had access to Donald Trump’s resources and could just send you a gift to help you get through a very tough season. But then again, I’m not always so sure that God wants things fixed as easily as I do. There’s such an opportunity for growth when we are truly trusting in Him to provide NOT just our wants but also our NEEDS day by day. My prayer for you and your family, Mandy, is that God will shower you with unexpected blessings as you are doing just that right this minute. I pray that your four children will witness a mom and dad who are leaning on the ONLY SOURCE of TRUE STRENGTH and HOPE!!! I would love for you to email me, though, so I can write to you a bit more. 🙂
To all of you who prayed our family through this emotional weekend, thank you.
I will write more a little later and share some things that God shared with me along the way.
Much love,



In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I missed you dear friend. So happy you got to go to Oklahoma. Always thinking of you…..Char
So glad I stopped by. Your blog is saved in my favorites but I haven’t visted in some time. I’m always so glad that I do..when I do. I’m sorry to hear about your grandpa, there is nothing like the tender love from grandpa. Oh I miss mine too. Your posts’ speak so heavy to my heart, your faithfullness and your love for our Father, are so contagious and I’m always at peace when I stop by. Thank you for sharing your journey and thank you for sharing HIS word.
PS, The books that you listed for some intimate reading look very good..I just finished Hindsfeet on High Places (??) WOW, what a book! Right now, I can so relate to “much afraid”.
Blessings to you and your family,
Welcome Home Tammy!
We missed you~