As I hung clothes from this….
and that……..
and this………
and that………
and as I realized that the whole world could see………
I thought to myself,
Having a broken dryer is a lot like having a blog.
Your laundry isn’t a private thing anymore.
Neither is your life.
Now, I have run a few loads to my neighbors from time to time (Thank you, Donna and Topsy) and sometimes in life you have to share things more privately,
but when you blog, your transparency level is very high.
And sometimes that’s tricky for me as a mom, wife, friend, and school employee.
So, today, as I look at these photos, I am reminded that with blogging comes a lot of responsibility.
And today I’m thankful for all of you who share in the laundry I hang out to dry.
My grief.
My life as a mom, wife, friend, and teacher.
I thank you for coming back to my blog even when I have dry spells in my writing.
But most of all, I thank you for loving me no matter what and for longing to have a relationship with God that is deep and meaningful.
I miss you in very personal ways.
I have thought of so many of you by name in the past week, and I’ve longed to hear from you.
Send me an email, write a comment, or leave me a message on Facebook.
I want to know how you’re doing, so I can pray for you and all your “laundry!”
Love you!
Happy Wednesday!
and
Happy Anniversary to my mom and dad!

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

Did you get my last email. I replied as soon as I heard from you but I have been wondering how things are with you as well. I would value your prayers but I don’t want to put the request out in the open will write to you.
Love you even when you don’t blog.
Jen, I did receive your email. I will reply. I have been praying for you and I love you!
Tammy
This makes me smile as I think how “public” my life has become with nine children, etc. but I am seldom mortified as I realize God sees it all! To Him be all the praise & glory! Thanks for sharing Tammy! Love & prayers, in Jesus, Cynthia