If you ever scroll through Facebook or Twitter for a few minutes and really soak in statuses and tweets,
you begin to realize just how much we’re all longing for a place to be heard………….to have a voice.
This summer I’ve had some face-to-face encounters that have reminded me of just how deeply I need people with skin on in my life.
Laughter
Hugs
Eye Contact
Smiles
Tears
I need these types of things in order to feel alive………….in order to feel whole.
I haven’t been as faithful with blogging, and part of me has felt very guilty…………….
as if part of who I am is less if I’m not here………………….
being heard.
The truth is, life goes on for the planet when I don’t write publicly.
And sometimes, the things I’m feeling and thinking and experiencing are just too personal for a public forum.
So, I just felt like I needed to say this morning that I’m still here.
I still love you all.
I’m still processing life and death and everything in between the beginning and the end;
but other than an Instagram pic and maybe a little thought about the photograph,
I’m not doing much on social media for the next few weeks.
You can find me on Instagram by searching for
@tammynischan.
I’d love to see you there!
I plan to dive back into blogging on a regular basis in September.
Until then, I will only be blogging once or twice a week,
but it doesn’t mean I care about you any less……………….
Maybe by somewhat disconnecting from public forums for a while,
I can actually have time to care a little more.
Please feel free to email me if you need to talk.
tammynischan@yahoo.com
I love hearing from you.
I hope your day is filled with hugs, laughter, and friendship.

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
