
They weren’t hiding…….
but they weren’t supposed to be on display either.
Hints of Christmas……
Reminders of winter.
They somehow missed the packing up of seasons long past.
And my friends discovered them this weekend.
How had I missed them?
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Maybe I hadn’t really.
Maybe I like seeing Joseph by my television and a snowman hanging under my mantle.
Maybe I’ve passed them many times and smiled.
Because the truth is……………..
I need Christmas and part of my heart is forever in Winter.
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I may pack them away eventually,
but to be honest,
I’ll probably put them right back where they were………..
and I may leave the Easter eggs in my dining room.
Because I need all seasons.
All year long.
Blogging has been such a struggle for me for the past year.
I wish I knew why.
I wish I knew why my words have seasons too.
Seasons of birth, death, and resurrection.
But since I don’t,
I’ll embrace whichever season God sends my way.
Like snow in April,
I’ll write when I feel stirred and I’ll be quiet when I don’t.
Today, I felt a nudge to photograph my out-of-season figurines.
Joseph and a snowman.
What in the world do they have to do with May?
In one way, nothing.
Yet in another way,
they have everything to do with every single day of my life.
A common man called to raise the Son of God.
Joseph did exactly what God asked him to do.
No questions.
No complaints.
No need for praise.
And my snowman………….
smiling in the cold of winter,
knows he’ll melt the minute the sun warms up.
He doesn’t fear his next chapter……..
which may be watering a flower or trickling into the roots of a tree.
And my Easter eggs.
Reminders of a spring morning when death was conquered once and for all.
How can I tuck them all away for a year?
I can’t make it without the Hope they hold.
I want to be Joseph.
Quietly doing the next thing God calls me to.
And I want to be my snowman.
Smiling, regardless of what comes next in life.
And goodness knows, what comes next has no guarantee for joy.
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It’s Monday.
We’re a week into May.
And my house still has hints of seasons long gone…………
It probably always will.
And for me, that’s okay.
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Happy Monday!
Happy Easter!
Merry Christmas!
And Happy Whatever Season You Need Today!
God is right there!

In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I love this. I can identify in so many ways, these seasons.
Thank you for writing to me. We are soul sisters on similar paths. Love you!