For some reason, I love the story of Thomas.
I love that one of Jesus’ original disciples,
a man who had walked with Him, ate meals with Him, heard Him teach, and watched Him perform miracles
couldn’t jump on board with all the excitement of the other disciples who excitedly proclaimed,
“We have seen Jesus!!”
I love that He needed more evidence.
I love that he was honest enough to say this out loud to his closest friends,
“unless I see the nail marks in His hands and put my finger where the nails were,
and put my hand into His side, I will not believe it.” (John 20:25)
But the part of the story I love most is this:
Jesus appeared to Thomas and allowed him to not only see the nail marks but also touch them.
Jesus provided Thomas with just what he needed in order for him to exclaim,
“My Lord and My God!”
Jesus went on to say,
“Because you have seen me, you believe. Blessed are those who have not seen me and yet have believed.”
Do you ever feel like Thomas?
Do you ever think, “I need more evidence.”
Don’t be afraid to tell God how you feel.
While our belief today has to be based on faith, I do believe God is willing to provide just what you need in order for you to have a personal encounter with Him.
Ask God to make Himself known to you today through nature, through people, through events.
I love to pray that prayer every single day.
I love to ask God to open my eyes to His Presence all around me.
Ask Him to show up in your life today.
Like Thomas, you will find yourself exclaiming,
“My Lord and My God!”
as you journey through life with Him instead of searching for Him.
Praying your day is filled with personal encounters with Him who loves you most!


In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

Thanks for sharing this!