This is what you’ll see many times as you walk into our bathroom.
One roll of toilet paper precariously balanced on the almost-used-up roll beneath.
I’m not sure if it is result of someone being nice and not wanting to leave the next person in a pinch, or if is a result of one person being lazy and not wanting to take the effort to switch out the obviously two-sheet-remaining roll for a new one.
Either way, it use to really bug me.
I’d see the new roll sitting on top, mutter something under my breath about “why I have to do everything around here,” and then somewhat proudly, as if God had listed this household chore specifically in Proverbs 31, change the roll myself.
Guess what?
I don’t really care anymore.
As a matter of fact, we’re almost through the roll on top now, and I’m kind-of wondering what we’ll do then!
If someone tries to balance a third roll on top of the second nearly-empty roll, I promise I’ll take a picture.
I say all of this simply to say that our life rolls along at about the same speed as our toilet paper.
We almost finish one thing just before diving into the next.
And sometimes life gets crazy.
But, deep inside, I think I love a little crazy.
It keeps me hopping, laughing, remembering that life still has meaning, even when my heart is aching.
So tonight, I’m hoping to pull together a poetic, photographic memory of our past three weeks………
after I get back from jail which is the next thing to “roll” into the schedule for the day.
Until then, I wanted to let you know that MARTHA’S SURGERY WENT PERFECTLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   
They were able to remove every bit of the tumor and some tissue around it, and they are so thankful for all of your prayers!
Please keep praying that she and her family will have peace and many opportunities to share the love of God at MD Anderson.
I know they will use every single chance. 
PS It felt so good to write something……..even if it was about toilet paper.
I promise I’ll write about deeper things soon…
or at least I’ll try.
I love you all so much!
 
					





 
  
  
  
  
  
  In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache.  My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

I love the toilet paper. It happens in my household too and it drives me absolutely bonkers. Sometimes I change it and sometimes I wait and of course it sits. I love how you can come up with something to teach a lesson. And you may feel like you are having a brain freeze, but I think you are doing just fine. It’s summer and with the heat we all get a little tired. Be kind to yourself and know that I and your readers adore you. Enjoy the weekend. And so happy to hear about your friend Martha. Praise the Lord. Hugs to you my friend, Sandy