Philippians 3:13-15
13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, 14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
15All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you.
I Corinthians 9:24-27
24Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.
25Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever. 26Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. 27No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.
This has been “awards week” for Todd and Olivia. Todd received several awards for tennis and academics. Olivia received several awards for art fair entries and academics.
However, in the midst of all of these awards, certificates, ribbons, and even a trophy…Olivia was disappointed when she didn’t receive the “Student’s Choice Award,” and even commented very sweetly that her friend who received this honor in her class really did deserve it because she was “perfect.”
As I thought about Olivia’s desire to be voted the “best girl” in her class, I couldn’t help but think about what our real desire should be in life..
To be voted “God’s girl” or “God’s boy.”
As I watched the kid’s faces as their names were called to come forward for recognition, I could see joy radiating in their grins. But then I saw the faces of the students who were not called forward..and I saw disappointment, sadness, and even some that looked embarrassed.
I remember seeing Olivia’s face when she didn’t receive a “Distinguished Scholar” award….I’m sure she was wishing she would have tried a little harder on some of those quizzes and tests along the way…
Don’t we all have moments in life when we realize that our best effort would have been worth it in the long run even though at the time taking the “easy way out” seemed more desirable?
How do I want to feel when I stand before God?
Full of joy, knowing that I ran the race to the best of my ability or full of disappointment and sadness, wishing I would have made Jesus the Lord of my life.
I tried to explain to Olivia that she needs to focus on pleasing God not man..when she is able to do that, she will be eternally victorious!
Trophies, ribbons, certificates, pins…they are all wonderful and worthy of praise!
But a crown that lasts forever!!!!!
That’s what I want to see sitting on Olivia’s head eternally! And Todd’s and Erich’s and Evan’s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And all of their friends!!!
And yours!!!!!!!!
Thankful for all of you and cheering you on in your race,
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

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