Fears creep up in me as Olivia doesn’t seem better. She cannot hear out of her left ear. She keeps getting dizzy when she stands up. This morning she didn’t want to return to school, and I stood over the bed whispering, ‘Olivia, you need to try…….” So she got up and went to get ready, but no smile ever crossed her sweet face. Now I am at school and Tim has called to say that after I left, Olivia got sick to her stomach. She’s staying home and I’ve made another appointment. The devil knows where my mind goes with all these symptoms that seem so much like Nick’s. I’m taking Olivia back to the pediatrician this afternoon. Please pray for her. I’m lifting my hands to Him who knows all things and trusting Him. Sometimes saying “thank you” seems difficult, but for today I am thankful……………. for Dr. Cook, for Olivia’s spirit that loves Jesus so much, for Tim – who is handling home life until I can get there, for birds that chirp even when I don’t feel that “chirpy,” for a forecast of thunderstorms that will slow down our after-school schedule, for teachers with grace.
Have a beautiful Monday,
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
I am praying for sweet Olivia and for you peace that passes understanding. Where there is faith, fear cannot stand. Love you my dear friend.
Enjoyed my visit here. Such a peaceful place. What you are describing that Olivia is experiencing sounds just like what my step-son had when he was a teenager. It turned out to be a bad ear infection that did result in some hearing loss, but not significant. The dizziness, nausea and loss of hearing are exactly what he experienced. Praying she will find answers and relief soon! No worries! God’s got it!
I’m praying, too, for Olivia! I’ve had ear infections, so she has all my sympathy, believe me. Not a pleasant experience at all. It’s lists like yours — those made when it’s the hardest to trust and give thanks — that are such a blessing. Sometimes we can’t find our song and it’s then that those chirpy birds just seem to find it for us! I’ll be checking back with you and continue to pray for you as you walk through this with Olivia!
Hi, found you through Ann’s link-up. Just saying hello, and I’m keeping your family in my prayers! Drop my blog to say hello sometime!
I will keep Olivia and you in my prayers. I had an ear infection in Jan/Feb that wouldn’t quit. I was on dizziness meds and two sets of antibiotics. I know this is difficult considering the past. Hopefully it will be allergies that are causing all of this. Sandy
just letting you know I am thinking of you and Olivia today. Prayers going up for both of you. God is standing beside you and lifting you up in this difficult time. Just put your trust in Him. He is always there for us. Praying for the pain and dizziness to go away soon. Love ya, Sherry :O)