Reflections on Motherhood

Reflections on Motherhood

I remember holding Erich in my arms for the very first time. I couldn’t believe this little bundle of life had somehow been entrusted to my care. I had no training except for a few babysitting jobs in high school, but none of those jobs had involved a brand new...
When She Sees A Beginning But I Can Only See An End

When She Sees A Beginning But I Can Only See An End

I never thought I would struggle with the thought of an empty nest. I love watching my kids explore the world. I smile when I know they’re risking it all to pursue their dreams. I’m a believer in a great, big life for each of our children, and I admire...
My Biggest Fear

My Biggest Fear

I’ve struggled with a lot of different kinds of fears in my life. I actually remember being terrified of the night sky as a little girl. If you’ve ever looked up and seen the sky at night in Oklahoma, you understand the overwhelming beauty of endless stars...
When Church Is The Hardest Place To Go

When Church Is The Hardest Place To Go

I can handle Walmart. Long rows of isolation. A few passers-by and a nod. That’s all I have to give as I look for laundry detergent and dog food. But church? There’s hugging and laughing, and so much smiling. And people praising God for answered prayers....
Your Story Matters

Your Story Matters

Have you ever read a really great book? Drama Suspense Conflict Turning the page is the only option, because you just have to know what’s next. Powerful story lines keep us up all night, and I like to think our life stories are what keep God up, too.  When I...
Laundry, Glue Guns, Daughters, and Grief

Laundry, Glue Guns, Daughters, and Grief

Have you ever held a cup in your hands, running over with all things good, and found yourself checking for possible cracks, ways for what you so carefully hold to accidentally slip away? I’m married to a man who can hold a hole-filled bucket up to the sun and...