I know what it is.
I just don’t know how to find it.
It’s time.
I’m missing time.
I’m missing the hours of reading and thinking and writing….that have been replaced with lesson plans, early rising, after-school meetings, and all the other “mom” stuff that somehow has to squeeze itself into the midst of all of the “work” stuff.
I know lots of us live with this constant struggle of juggling all our responsibilities.
Tonight, I’m realizing that I still have so much to learn about the art of keeping so many different parts of life running smoothly.
I’ve heard this analogy about life and juggling. While tossing all kinds of different balls into the air, we have to remember that some of the balls are made of crystal. They are priceless and must be handled with great care. Drop a crystal ball and life is changed forever.
Lord, help me balance my life and time in such way that in juggling my roles as a mom, wife, teacher, friend, and on and on, I can keep safe those crystal balls that matter most.
I miss You.
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
