I woke up in the middle of the night with all kinds of questions running through my mind about the field trip I have planned for Friday.
The names of people I need to talk to today seemed endless……..
Last minute details that seem to be piling up quickly.
I tossed and turned, realizing that going to bed early was being totally defeated by my 3 a.m. restlessness.
I finally fell back to sleep by repeating the verse “Do not worry about anything, but by prayers and petitions, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God.”
I tried to keep saying, “Thank you, Lord, that we will be able to take over 200 kids on a trip they are so excited about. Thank you for the opportunity.”
The next thing I knew it was morning and my snooze button became my best friend which means I am now running late for school.
Shew!
I think for the next three days I am going to have to keep repeating, “It will be worth it, it will be worth it, it will be worth it….”
Life is kind-of like a journey to a long-awaited field trip!
As I type this, Olivia is getting ready for school and listening to the theme song from “Tangled.”
The words “At last I see the light….all at once everything is clear, now that I see you.”
Oh, life.
It can become so tangled, can’t it??
Finally, finally, the day will arrive………..
The eternal field trip will finally be here!
And all the things we have dealt with here, all the questions, all the difficult moments…..
They will be untangled, washed away, replaced by the sight of Him.
And we will all say, “It was worth it!!!!!!!!!!!”
At last we’ll see the Light.
Everything will be clear.
Oh, what a day that will be!!
I can’t wait to share that eternal field trip with all of you!
If you think of me today, I would be so thankful if you would whisper a little prayer of peace for me as I untangle the last few details of a field trip that is quickly approaching.
I love you all so much!
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

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Oh Tammy,
I can’t wait for that “eternal field trip”! Thank you for sharing today, I so needed that. You are right, it will all be worth it!!!
Praying for you as you prepare for your fieldtrip with your kids!
much love,
natalie
You got the prayers. And remeber everything will turn out just fine, you have the BIG Leader up above on your side. Hugs, Sandy