I’m not sure if it is a lack of sleep, a nonstop schedule for the past two weeks, so many changes happening in our life, or simply that my oldest son is so much like the photo of him above……..
But I have been wordless beyond wordless for days on end now.
I promise that I’ll be back, but I’m just thinking that until we get through testing at school and we get Erich moved to Nashville and maybe until we get Evan packed and off to California that my words are going to be few……
AND
At the very same time becoming fully aware that……
I started this blog to share My Heart and His Words, making a commitment from the very beginning to never allow this blog to simply become My Heart and My Words, so when it does………it’s definitely time to take a little break.
Realizing tonight that my words are getting in the way of His and praying that I will always remember why I blog and for WHOM I blog.
I love when God shows up so clearly and simply says, “Tammy, maybe it’s time for a little break.”
Until time and an open heart come together with His Words,
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 
I will miss your blog and I enjoy your words and hearing what is going on in your life but it truly His words through your pen or should I say keyboard, that will make a difference in my life. So have a good rest, get everything in order–family comes before blog for sure–and I will try to wait patiently until I can read Your heat and His words again.
Love you and will be praying.
Jennifer