Meet Tammy
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at tammynischan@yahoo.com and I will reply as soon as I can!
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Facing Fear…………….
Psalm 56:3-4When I am afraid, I will trust in you.In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?This has been a favorite verse of mine for a long, long time.......I remember saying it over and over again in my head...
Good Morning………….
Genesis 1And there was evening, and there was morning—After every day of creation, God ended the great feat with these simple words.........and there was evening, and there was morning (the first day, the second day, the third day, etc.)I guess as I sit here in the...
God’s love wrapped in a memory box..
It seems that every day I receive news of yet another child who has been taken from this world much earlier than their parents would have ever dreamed possible... cancer, murder, heart problems, car accidents, and the list goes on and on... How do we face such dark...
Jonah is doing great!
Just a little update to let you know that Jonah's surgery went very well!He is in ICU tonight.If you go to Nationwide (use to be Columbus) Children's Hospital's website, you can send Jonah an e-card. Be sure to put Jonah Beck....there are two Becks in the hospital...
My Comforter..
II Corinthians 1:3-5 3Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, 4who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from...
Surgery at 8:30 a.m.
Jonah will be having surgery at 8:30 a.m. on Wednesday morning. Please pray for Jonah, Kevin, Abby, and Dr. Kosnik. Pray for a good night's sleep for all of them, and for peace and strength.......things that make a time like this so much easier to face. Also please...
Please Pray for Jonah..
Yesterday right after writing my blog post, I checked my email and learned that dear friends of ours from church were at the hospital with their three-year old son who had fallen. His head injury was severe enough that they were going to be taking him by helicopter to...
My Cup was Overflowing….
Isn't it amazing how God can take what could easily be a very sad day and transform into a very special day. Believe me..it was a choice I had to make without almost every breath...to not miss Nick being in the midst of all of the commotion here. He just loved when...
Thank you for praying…….and Happy Mother’s Day!
I made it through my speaking time with the precious ladies from the Nazarene Church. Thank you for praying for me! Thank you so very much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Happy Mother's Day, Mom! I love you! Remember making "bath salt" at Christmastime? Good times! (Happy Mother's Day...
It’s Not About Me………………
As I woke up this morning and began to prepare mentally and emotionally for speaking in just a few short hours, I decided to go ahead and do my normal Bible reading as well as another chapter in the book I am reading right now "The Air I Breathe."I was struck by a...