One tiny pumpkin is sitting in the middle of my kitchen table on top of our Quelf board game.
That’s as far as I’ve gotten in decorating for the fall season.
Yesterday, Olivia realized that I haven’t really embraced autumn yet, or I probably wouldn’t have even placed the pumpkin right where it is.
Pinterest would be so disappointed in me.
I started a Pinterest page.
Mostly to have a Bible page and an education page…
But you can’t really open Pinterest without seeing how many people out there are related to Martha Stewart.
Every time I look at a Pinterest page full of crafts, I realize that creativity with a hot glue gun just isn’t one of my gifts.
Last night, I tried choir practice for the third time; and I’m just not sure if singing is one of my gifts either.
Olivia confirmed this doubt was a reality when I got home. ![]()
I have a choice to make when I find myself coming up short.
I can either focus on the talents I don’t have, or I can be thankful for the few I have.
I can look around or I can look up.
The devil loves to point out those places where we’re lacking.
Who knew the devil could use Pinterest or church choir to bring someone down???
Anyway, today I’m going to choose to be thankful even though popular websites, people I love, and situations I am in sometimes challenge that very feeling inside of me.
I am far from perfect, but there is an old song I love that keeps reminding me that “if God could only use perfect people, He could never use anyone at all.”
Hoping you’ll find a way for God to use you today……..even if it doesn’t involve a glue gun or singing.
Love you all,


In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at 

Tammy your talent is writing. I don’t think you should keep looking any further. Your writing is wonderful and that is where you should spend the extra time you have after being a wife, mom, teacher, woman of God in your church. You touch so many with this blog through your writing. SOoooo: WRITE WRITE WRITE girlfriend.
Hugs Sandy B