Meet Tammy
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at tammynischan@yahoo.com and I will reply as soon as I can!
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I Just Didn’t Know it Would Be This Difficult….
I'm leaving in about an hour to go meet with a friend who is a going to help us design Nick's tombstone. I guess we've been putting it off because we knew how painful it would be to dig back into the past and realize once again in such a very real way just how much...
Trusting today..
PROVERBS 3 3 Let love and faithfulness never leave you; bind them around your neck, write them on the tablet of your heart. 4 Then you will win favor and a good name in the sight of God and man. 5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart ...
Go Titans!!!
Tomorrow I'm subbing again at the middle school, and I'm so excited because I get to wear one of Nick's Titans' jerseys!!!I love any chance to feel nearer to Nick. I know kids will remember him tomorrow and share stories about him, and that always makes me...
Hi! You know who you are! 🙂
I just had to let you know I love you!Remember, we talked in the hall yesterday at school for a few minutes!!When I got online tonight, you popped into my mind immediately, and I had to send you a personal little "hug" from my blog!Have a great day tomorrow!I'll...
Resting In Him..
Be still and know that I am God Ps. 46:10 Come to me all who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Mt. 11:28 Let the beloved of the Lord rest secure for He shields them all day long. Deut. 33:12 Resting on His Promises,
Longing for some "thoughts"…offering a give away in exchange for them!!
I'm working feverishly and down-to-the-wire on a retreat for this weekend where I will be talking about the fact that HE CHOSE ME (or as I'd like to say) HE CHOSE US or HE CHOSE YOU... The underlying theme is the bride of Christ which has had me wrestling greatly. I...
Tuesday’s Early Morning Thoughts…..
1 Peter 2:9 9But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His wonderful light.May your day be filled with the reality that you are chosen, royal,...
Have a wonderful Monday!
If I could, I would sit and share a cup of coffee with each of you.Consider this our little quiet time.But I will sing of Your strength, in the morning I will sing of Your love; for You are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble. Psalm 59:16Have a wonderful...
God longs to be heard……
I've been encircled all afternoon with a variety of books, my Bible, several notebooks, old prayer journals, and an ink pen. I'm always amazed at how God can pull together so many different thoughts and Scriptures when I am still and listen. But, the closer I get to...
Please pray……
Do you ever turn around and realize that there are so many people hurting, sad, confused, and lonely, and find yourself feeling overwhelmed? That's how I feel today. Overwhelmed with the trials of this life. And even more overwhelmed with God's ability to handle them...