Meet Tammy
In December of 2007 as our youngest son, Nick, was fighting brain cancer, I began to blog. Writing provided a way for me to release all of my questions, fears, and doubts. It also allowed me to share the ups and downs of Nick's journey with people who were praying for him all over the world. When Nick went Home in November of 2008, my blog became my way of searching for God in the midst of my deep heartache. My heart was broken and grief brought to the surface every emotion imaginable. Being able to release those emotions through my writing brought a sense of purpose to my pain. Having already walked the road of grief in 1992 when we lost our daughter to SIDS, I knew I needed a way to keep from falling into a pit of depression and despair. I had walked close to the edge of a bottomless pit when we lost our daughter,and I knew I couldn't let myself get that close to the edge again. This blog has been and continues to be my tiny corner of the world where I can share My Heart as I journey through God's Word.......thus the name........ My Heart His Words. Thank you for taking time to share life with me. If we do not meet while here on earth, I look forward to hearing all about your life when we reach our final destiny.........Heaven! Email me anytime at tammynischan@yahoo.com and I will reply as soon as I can!
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Broken…..but still useful?
I Peter 412Dear friends, do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you. 13But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.Well, the...
Reality "Check"
I just found myself scrambling between cleaning out the frig, straightening the pantry, starting a load of laundry, cleaning up lunch dishes, encouraging Olivia to straighten her room, and preparing to clean the bathrooms, when I realized, "I need to make a list of...
What is it about snow?
I love snow!Kids love snow!Teachers really love snow!When the weatherman even hints that snow is on the way, you can just feel the excitement in the air.Yesterday as I was subbing, I heard teacher after teacher talk about the fact that next week the weatherman is...
A Special Friend!
Brandon, one of Nick's best friends, showed up at my house a few weeks ago all decked out in his brand new "Nick Wardrobe!"He said that when he put on the jeans he had no idea that on one leg was a "three," on one leg was a "one," and on the pocket was a cross.He was...
What’s In a Name??
Jeremiah 10:6No one is like you, O LORD; you are great, and your name is mighty in power. It was so fun to watch all of the girls on Olivia's basketball team as they met the University of Kentucky players and were able to get most of the teams' autographs.I especially...
Not as "Big" as I Thought!
II Peter 3:18But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.Sunday, Olivia's basketball team went to Lexington to watch the University of Kentucky's girls' team play Mississippi State! (Thank you, Ernie, for the autograph time with the team...
It’s Hard Being a "Big Girl"
Romans 12:15Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn.The day slipped by and the choice had to be made.Would I make the phone call or simply pretend it hadn't entered my mind?But the truth was:It had not only entered my mind. It wouldn't leave my...
A True Rescue!
Psalm 81:7In your distress you called and I rescued you, I answered you out of a thundercloud; I tested you at the waters of Meribah. I was on my way to Ashland this afternoon to watch a couple of Nick's closest friends play basketball (Nick was on their team in...
Our First Project
Romans 8:28And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him,who have been called according to his purpose.On Saturday night, February 7th, we will be celebrating Nick's life with our first benefit dinner for the Nicholas Yancy Nischan...
A Simple Gift
Psalm 4:8 I will lie down and sleep in peace, for you alone, O LORD, make me dwell in safety.Peaceful sleep.A sense of feeling safe.Warm blankets and a soft pillow.Cozy comfort.I long for all of these! Don't you?God placed these longings deep within each of us. So...